by the end of the week
everyone was wearing t-shirts
halfway through three hours
i was ready
to be naked
maybe if i had gone to art school
maybe it wouldn't be so bad
maybe i'd be a better dancer
i don't desire
but taking this with me
performing perspective

        i'm just not sure
                             what would be outside my window
through a different window
i can remember
"at mum's house
on her piano"
for myself